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| Thanks khoi. I am glad you are still in my cyber community. :)
A bad day indeed is just what I need….
Ok so I woke up at 930 to get to a 10 am class. We have presentations today and even though
mine isn't until 1pm. I thought we still
have to show up at 10 to watch other people present. I showed up and there was like 15 people
there compared to the expected 150.
Sucks to find out u woke up early for a class that you don't have to go
to. Anyways I went back to my room and
plan to do laundry while I study. Got
the clothes ready and realized that I was out of detergent. Dammit!!
So I packed up my stuff and decided to go to Costco to buy some
detergent and study at starbucks after that.
Got to costco at 1030am showed my membership card and the bouncer said I
can't come in until 11am. Costco is only
open for business members right now.
Dammit again!!! So I decided to go to starbucks and study in the
meantime. Study a good 1 hour there with
a free cup of coffee compliment of Terrance.
Finally got to costco and got what I need. Had to wait a bit for duy and alex to come
since they wanted to come in with me to eat.
1pm it was time for my presentation. I got to the lecture hall 5 min early and sat
there waiting relaxing. Kept looking
around and couldn't see any of the four other people in my group that's
presenting with me. 1pm..no one….1:10pm
still no one. I thought they were just late.
But strange to see all of them late. It's 115 now and they were still
not here. These are med students they
wouldn't all be this late!! What is
going on here? Finally I got a call from
Michael. He asked me if I know where I am
supposed to be. I said guess not since I
am in the lecture hall and my group is not here. Anyways found out it was in
another building. So I packed up and ran
for the other room. Good thing when I walked
in, the first group was presenting and not ours. We were the second group. (Sigh)…made
it. Heart still beating hard from the
running. Glad I was able to take a
breather before my group came up.
The rest of the day went fine. I presented w/out messing
up. Went to anatomy lab for 3 hours and
now just got home. Clothes is in the
laundry machine and I am resting here in my room waiting for the laundry to be
done.
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I’m jealous.
It’s weird how i just noticed that I get jealous of certain
guys. It’s not because they are smarter
than I am nor is it because they have girlfriends or money. I get jealous of guys who seem like they not
only have it all but they also have a great relationship with God. They get to do all these cool things for
church activities or go on summer missions.
All they talk about is God and how they are happy serving Him. I go on Christian xanga’s and myspace and I
see pictures of people doing stuff with their youth group. Somehow along the way, I’ve lost all that
ambition. It’s all school now. Nothing but school. And when it’s not school,
it’s hanging out with school people.
Haven’t found the Christian community for me yet. And since im not even staying here in Vallejo permanently, I
don’t feel the need to find community. What
am I going to do?
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| I don't feel like a doctor yet. Not even close. So far it's been a bunch of science classes with a
little bit of clinical application. Yeah
I'm learning all these diseases but would not be able to diagnose if it was
right in front of my face. As for
Osteopathetic Manipulative Techniques. I've learned ribs, vertebrae, and a few
other lymph manipulation but I don't feel confident enough to go up to a
patient and perform it. So far I feel
like im learning these techniques just enough to do well on exams. It's hard imagining me using these skills and
actually being good at it. To be able to
treat a patient suffering from chronic pain is something far fetch right
now. Anyways I guess I'm getting ahead
of myself. It hasn't even been a year
yet. I hope at least when I get out of
med school I can be somewhat of a good doctor.
As for now I'm just a regular student.
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